By the time I went to bed last night, good-sense came knocking at my door. And good-sense came in many forms – family, friends,a picture, a comment, and kind strangers.
My whole body felt so much relief once the decision was made…No M, you may not leave the academy this weekend.
In the hours I debated with myself, my head hurt. And why did I struggle so much with this decision? – I DON’T KNOW. (Capital letters are an indication of my own confusion with myself…I’m not mad – just baffled and a little embarrassed.)
Wow. I have a lot of work to do.